Full-Blown Agony: My Battle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with intense pain behind a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a